
Read More: My Heart Is In Shambles”
Lootlove lost her brother in 2020 and she took to her Twitter account to express how heartbroken she was. She said she was hurt that her babies will grow up without an uncle.
“Light of my life. My heart is in shambles. I love you so so so so damn much. I would do anything, anything to bring you back. I would give anything to see this smile again. I can’t believe my babies are going to go through life without uMalume, their absolute favourite person.”
“I can’t believe God thinks I’m strong enough to do this. This makes no sense. This makes no sense… I’m so angry, I’m so confused, I just want you back… Please just come back…ForeverFrequency Forever My Luke Wonder.”
She recently remembered her on Twitter in an emotional tweet: “This year keeps surprising me in the most beautiful ways but I can’t help but be so sad that my Luke isn’t here to walk through these moments with me. I don’t even want to think about things like the girls’ 1st day of school… I’m going to crumble. We had plans but then God.”
Ayanda then spoke highly about how her parenting skills have worked for their children, “You’ll be so proud of how I raised your beautiful boys, because I know how much you loved the boys & how intentional you were at raising them to be even greater than you. Also I think the wedding vows were written by a group of men and there were no women on board because I disagree with the part that says “till death do us part”, maybe for men but personally I carry you in my heart and spirit for the beautiful memories.